Sape Jo????

Smalam aku tdo lewat sbb chating...mmg btul la paling lewat aku dpt tahan smp kul3...lpas dr 2 mmg aku pengsan...well, last nite aku tdo lewat sbb sembang ngn jo...sape jo?? aku pon xbper knal die...knal kat chatroom je...tp aku agak berterima kasih dg jo sbb di da wat aku nampk ape yg aku xnk tengk slame nie...walopun mase 2 kat kul3 pg tp rase dunia nir tetibe jd cerah..hmmm, lpas dr bace ape yg die tulis pasal aku mlm td...aku tekejut..tekejut sbb ape yg die ckp 2 btul..walopun aku xbgtau pe2 pasal aku kat die tp ie tau...nampk sangt how pathetic i am yesterday n d day before...

Special msg to Jo:

Jo, thanx gler la pasal smalam...seriously sy rase bertuah dpt knal awk...lpas ape yg awk ckp 2 sy rase agak bersalah sangt pada org yg menyayangi sy slama nie..thanx jo sbb sedarkn sy dr tdo yg agak lama.....

-N-

Beri ku Kekuatan.....

people cannot run from making mistakes...sometime the mistakes that we done are forgiven and sometimes it is not forgiven... i admit that i had done a big mistake in my life last year where i had run from facing all the problems that cannot solve.. i had worsen the problem when i involve the one that i love that is my family and my beloved friends... i didn't mean to make such a big mistakes to everyone that i love.. it has been late that i realize what i was doing is making others understanding of what i was trying to do.... at that moment, i need to find a place where i can feel peace, where i can be with someone that understand me... the place that i feel safe... that place is wt my fren... i cannot stay in my famly at that moment because i don't feel save enough when i was in the house.. there is no one 2 listen 2 wat i was trying to say... no one care wat i was facing... i tense a lot at that moment.... i run... run to my beloved fren... who listen 2 me.. who gave me place to relax my mind... who encourage me when i'm down....a fren that is always in my heart.... but when i was come back to my home... where my family has accused my beloved frens that i was kidnapped by my beloved fren...my mom start to hate my beloved fren... it is all misunderstanding... my beloved fren juz give me a place where i can find my strength back to caryy on with my life.... my beloved fren was trying to make me happy when there is no one care about me... my beloved fren was trying to put a smile when i was crying.... my beloved fren is fren that i wil love all of my life.....

a year ago... because of my mistakes, i had leave a scar in our relationship... i had make my family misunderstand my beloved fren... my family has trying to put a stop in our relationship... my family hate my eloved fren... until today, i trying to make things better... i want my family to accept my beloved fren.... i want everybody to forget what had happend last year.... i want to be happy again with my family and my beloved fren...

i kno...my family hard to accept... no one understand what i had been through... only my beloved fren kno what is in my heart....my beloved fren is always there for me even there is a time i was so typical...

Kepada Sahabat Yang Paling Ku Sayangi...

' ORANG YANG PALING KUSAYANGI, TERIMA KASIH KERANA SENTIASA BERADA DI SISI KU....SENTIASA BERSAMA KU WALAUPUN SENANG ATAU SUSAH...ADA MASA, AKU TELAH MENYAKITI HATI MU, AKU MINTA MAAF...ADA MASA AKU TERTEKAN SEHINGGA TELAH MENYEBABKAN PERGADUHAN ANTARA KITA...KADANG-KADANG AKU TERLALU MEMINTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI SEHINGGA TERLUPA PERKARA YANG TIDAK SEPATUTNYA KU LAKUKAN...WALAUPUN RINTANGAN YANG KITA HADAPI BERSAMA INI TIDAK LAGI BERAKHIR, AKU BERHARAP AGAR KAU DAPAT BERSABAR...BERSABAR MENGHADAPI SEGALANYA BERSAMA...KASIH SAYANG MU TK AKAN KU LUPA.... KETABAHAN MU ADALAH KEKUATAN KU... SAHABATKU, AKU AKAN MENYAYANGIMU SEPANJANG HAYAT KU...TERIMA KASIH ATAS SEGALANYA..'

To my beloved fren... i will always love you...

You know who you are,
-syg-

Hydrogen....

Smalam aku x g FYP discussion...aku xsehat la...ari nie aku tanye ying smalam pe cter..die ckp diorg jmp Dr Zu wat skali ngn Dr Zu tp xdpt conclusion lg..esok ade meeting skali lg... ying mintk tlg aku cr usage of hydrogen kat Malaysia nieh....lgpon esok ade test la....toxic nyer test...kpala aku still xbaik g nie...nk nek benggong aku..tp alhamdulillah aku da study untk toxic..insyaallah sumenye ok esok....ying ckp lpas test dscs pasal FYP...hmmmm esok jugak nk kne comeout wt PFD...skarang nie da ade sket2 ying ckp..arap sangt sume setle esok sbb jumaat aku xde....hehe...ery nk nikah lak jumaat nie....

pe2 pon....nnt aku cter blk..aku nk sambung research nieh