7th sem oliday.....

Yeahhhhhhhh...........

At last....my 7th oliday is ere...huhu...smalam bermula la cuti aku bg semester ke 7.....mane x, ari slase aku ade fyp presentation....Alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar....draft nye correction pon xbanyk so smalam so ari sase gak da bole siap......

So, ape aku nk buat cuti nye...plan ari 2 aku ikut ak ngn abah blk k.nerang tp ajim nk epak kat cnie sbb nk main game nyer pasal so mak ckp ktorg lepak cnie dulu la....lgpon abah xtau g bile nk g langkawi....aku pon xnk la duk kat k.nerang lelame....bknnye ade ape sangt kat sane....nnt aku bosan lak...tp mak ckp kalo aku blk sane die nk wat projek serai...huhu...aku pon agak blur gak ngn plan die 2....tp aku memane pon xpe...sbb aku kn ngah cuti...so always available la

Smalam ery promot g wat part time kat kumon...izah da stat part time kat sane...kak ct pon nk wat part time kat c2 gak..so, aku pk ok gak 2 kn....xde la aku lepak memajang cecuti nie...beside wat searching for my detail design la kn...

Hmmm.....ckap pasal detail design...i was responsible foe d gas liquid separator....so aku kne cr sedetail2nye la pasal separator 2....Insyaallah, aku bole gune mase aku dgn sepenuhnye lgpon part time 2 xtentu g..td br bg name kat kumon....but i hope i got that part time la...so xde la bosan sangt kn...keje 2 pon xlame..kejap je....die nyer class pon until 9.30pm je...

I hope, aku xbuang mase banyk sangt cuti kali nie.... :)

b, i miss u already....hehe

Catch N Release

Movie nie sangt best..
very touching and meaningful....
Jennifer Garner is so gorgeous....
must find d dvd...
huhu..

tambh collection.....

;)

Sengalllllll

Today, i woke up early...mane x last nite i slept very early..haha...then terdengar briter kat radio ckp belah utara banjir..lgpon b bgtau smalam kak t bgtau die air da mule naik...then bkk metro on9...pas2 ternmpk la front news from yesterday nyer paper...al maklum la aku nie da berari2 xtengk briter n bace paper..huhu...so bace la kejap kn...mane x ade gamba baby yg amat cute kat front page 2....bile bace mule la rase sedey.....

Rerupenye budak nie adalah bayi buangan...mak die buang die lpas dilahirkn...adoiiiii....ape nk jd nie....banyk gler da kes cmnie....ade jugak baby yg meninggal...hmm...truk nye la bebdak zaman skarang nie....

Nie yg membuatkn aku nk comment pasal bebudak yg xckup akal nie....suke ati korg la kn kalo korg nk main ngn sape pon..ngn baper org pon..aku xkesah...kononnye nk mrase idup bebas la kn...so suke ati korg la tp....jgn la jd bodoh..ade banyk care nk prevent dr mlekat so xkan 2 pon susah sangat nk buat....kondom, pil prancang or lpas luar...bkn xbole kn...cmon la....da la wat mende 2 da 1 dosa bsar da...nie tambah lg ngn buang anak lak 2...tambah lg 1 dosa besar.... kecian gle kat budak 2...da la xsalah pe2...lahir pon bkn dr kehendak die...pas2 da lahir mak bapak buang pulak...dlm tong samph, tepi jalan, kat jamban...hmmmm sedey2 wei....sedey gler....kot ye xnk pon, pepandai la pk jln elok sket....nie yg pegi buang die knape...bodo btol la....masalahnye baby 2 sempurna...comel plak 2....

Skarang nie budak skolah rendah pon da mule berpkran kotor....blaja xabes g da mule berangn mcm2...aku xtau la ape nk jd pd generasi mase hadapn nie...aku pon takot nk pk cmne la keadaannye nnt kalo aku da ade anak sendr....bahye btol skarang nie...kononnye kalo still virgin 2 xmacho la...kampong konon...hmmm such a loser thinker la....knape la xde yg berpikiran nk wat mende 2 hanya dengn org yg dicintai... nie dlm otak pk nk wat ngn sume org...lg ramai lg cool...kpale otak die....pergghhhhh koto glerrrr....eeeeee

aku hanya bole ckp ape yg ade dlm pkran aku n ape yg aku rase....and again aku ckp sume nie bkn sbb au baik sangt tp sbb aku da rase sume yg konon nye best 2...at last mmg xde maknenye pon unless kalo ko jmp permata dlm idup ko.....banyk lg mende thrill yg bole kt buat dlm dunia nie...

Last, bak kate Abg Bil....... Lu Pk La Sendiri!!!!!

Ntah...huhu

Setiap yg terjadi dlm idup nie sumenye ade makne....sakit, appy, sedey.....sumenye akn mendtgkn kenangn bg setiap org....ade jugak mende yg berlaku membuatkn kt rase menyesal xsudah...rase mcm nk patah blk wak2....aku xterkecuali dlm golongn yg nk mengulang waktu kembali....tp walopepon, mende 2 xkn terjadi sepert yg slalu jd dlm movies....so, nk xnk kt kne terus melangkh ke hadapn....idup mesti diteruskn....Alhamdulillah, aku dikelilingi keluarga dan kawan yg amat lah menyayangi aku dan membuatkn aku sentiasa rasa dihargai....tp soalannye, adekah aku menghargai diri aku sendr....

Manusia mmg susah nk rase syukur dgn ape yg dimiliki...aku nk diikutkn tergolong dlm golongn yg senang...dan agak bertuah dgn famly dan sahabat.....tp, knape kekdg aku ade rase xappy, sedey..tensen...adakh sumenye sbb aku xpnah nk bersyukur dgn ape yg aku ade....walopun aku student, ppl said student is d most enjoyable life.....tp bg aku...aku xbper nk enjoy student life aku sbb aku da ikat diri aku dgn ape yg pernah terjadi kat au mase aku memule masuk u dlu...ade mase kt rase nyesal...bile rase nyesal dtg kt nk brubh tp prubhn 2 xkn tetap kalo kt xkuat....2 la masalh aku...aku xkuat...walopun ade org yg sentiasa disisi aku memberi sokongn aku tetap akn kembali kpd aku yg dlu....Alhamdulillah skarang nie, aku da makin ok, aku da bole pandang ape yg ade dpn aku...so, aku da xnk kesah kalo org nk mengata aku...of coz la aku akn trase skit kn tp kalo nk diikutkn aku da biase ngn sume 2 so aku wat odo je lg baik dr aku mkn ati sendr sorg2 kn... :)

Sbenanye aku xbper nk tenang nie...aku sendr xtau knape...tp lpas tulis2 nie..rase kuang la sket glabah aku nie....arap2 xde ape yg terjadi dimana2......

Alhamdulillah......

Akhirnyeeeee....

smp da umah ksyangn ku.....hmm, blik aku still xlengkap lg la..esok tinggl aku sesorg kat umah..aku nk wat projek mengemas bilik esok....huhu, so mlm esok aku bole tdo dlm bilik ku yg br....haha
esok jugak sume smp umah...waaaaa rindu kat adik2 aku....leh la wat bising satu umah nie....huhu...

kejap je mase berlalu....pejam celik da ari ke 24 pose...tinggl bper ari e lg nk beraye....huhu sronok lak....alhamdulillah tahun nie aku trase mood nk raye...mcm taun lpas, xtrase sangt...bestnye.....xsabar lg nk mkn rendang mama, kuah lontong, nasik impit.....sedapnyeeeeeee....

rlek2...next week da dpt mkn....

ok la....nk men game jap la...hehe

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all...Maaf Zahir dan Batin...... :)

Ramadhan......

bulan pose dtg lg.....

hmmm....agak lame aku xupdate blog nie...bz la ngn study...fyp la..test la..assignment la..lab la....hmmm biase la keje student...ape g....last week aku blk k. nerang.. sambut merdeka kat sane..best gak..dpt bkumpul sume except man..die je xde kat sane..die pon bz ngn keje die...nk wat cemane..xdpt nk elak la..best gak mlm merdeka 2...sambut merdeka ngn bebudak plkn...bgus tol budak2 tuh...tp xsume la...mmg leh nmpk la sape yg mandom sape yg ade spirit kn...biar la..itu antara diorg...tp aku rase agak rugi kalo diorg xenjoy mlm 2 sbb itu adalh mlm pnutup...lpas 2 diorg nk blk da...mlm 2 la nk all out kn lpas letih kne basuh...lg lak esok2nye nk pose da...hehe...pe2 pon caiyok la bebudak plkn...smoga korg bejaya dlm idup...

ari nie, ari ke-9 pose...kejap je ek mase blalu...minggu nie pulak da minggu ke 10...ari kamis nie da ade test toxic..next week of coz la aku gle...sume test ade next week..seb bek prof f baik ati...die wat test water week 12...seb bek...smalam aku agak sdey kit sbb aku dpt brite yg xbest...tp ade rase xpuas ati gak...mane x, aku baya gak duit bas tp tetibe lak driver malas nk anta kalo pnumpng ade sorg je...nk way cemane da itu keje die..ala, slame nie pon kalo die anta aku kat fac mase blk die masuk main campus gak..bkn blk ngn bas kosong...alasan la...hmmmm aku cter kat b pasal nie...b hanye leh denga je la..die pon xtau nk wat ape..aku tau xde sape leh wat ape...lain la kalo aku ada 50k cash kn...leh la aku beli kete sbijik..haha

b suh aku bgtau mama..cter ngn mama cube mintk kete blk...tp aku dpt rase chances nk dpt 2 low la...ye la, aku duk kolej kn. nk watpe nek kete g...hmmmm, aku pon xtau bile nk cr time nk bgtau mama nie..nk xnk aku kne cube gak..ye la...bln dpn da start final....kalo xde bas cemane aku nk g exam...isk, jgn wat hal...nnt aku yg susah....

lgpn aku tau cemane prangai driver bas 2...hmmm xmo la nk mengate bln pose nie...biar la die...kalo die xnk wat tanggungjwb die...aku leh ckp ape...itu masalh die la...yg penting skarang aku kne cr jln untuk membolehkn aku g klas ngn exam...2 je yg penting....

arap2 mama phm.....

Sape Jo????

Smalam aku tdo lewat sbb chating...mmg btul la paling lewat aku dpt tahan smp kul3...lpas dr 2 mmg aku pengsan...well, last nite aku tdo lewat sbb sembang ngn jo...sape jo?? aku pon xbper knal die...knal kat chatroom je...tp aku agak berterima kasih dg jo sbb di da wat aku nampk ape yg aku xnk tengk slame nie...walopun mase 2 kat kul3 pg tp rase dunia nir tetibe jd cerah..hmmm, lpas dr bace ape yg die tulis pasal aku mlm td...aku tekejut..tekejut sbb ape yg die ckp 2 btul..walopun aku xbgtau pe2 pasal aku kat die tp ie tau...nampk sangt how pathetic i am yesterday n d day before...

Special msg to Jo:

Jo, thanx gler la pasal smalam...seriously sy rase bertuah dpt knal awk...lpas ape yg awk ckp 2 sy rase agak bersalah sangt pada org yg menyayangi sy slama nie..thanx jo sbb sedarkn sy dr tdo yg agak lama.....

-N-

Beri ku Kekuatan.....

people cannot run from making mistakes...sometime the mistakes that we done are forgiven and sometimes it is not forgiven... i admit that i had done a big mistake in my life last year where i had run from facing all the problems that cannot solve.. i had worsen the problem when i involve the one that i love that is my family and my beloved friends... i didn't mean to make such a big mistakes to everyone that i love.. it has been late that i realize what i was doing is making others understanding of what i was trying to do.... at that moment, i need to find a place where i can feel peace, where i can be with someone that understand me... the place that i feel safe... that place is wt my fren... i cannot stay in my famly at that moment because i don't feel save enough when i was in the house.. there is no one 2 listen 2 wat i was trying to say... no one care wat i was facing... i tense a lot at that moment.... i run... run to my beloved fren... who listen 2 me.. who gave me place to relax my mind... who encourage me when i'm down....a fren that is always in my heart.... but when i was come back to my home... where my family has accused my beloved frens that i was kidnapped by my beloved fren...my mom start to hate my beloved fren... it is all misunderstanding... my beloved fren juz give me a place where i can find my strength back to caryy on with my life.... my beloved fren was trying to make me happy when there is no one care about me... my beloved fren was trying to put a smile when i was crying.... my beloved fren is fren that i wil love all of my life.....

a year ago... because of my mistakes, i had leave a scar in our relationship... i had make my family misunderstand my beloved fren... my family has trying to put a stop in our relationship... my family hate my eloved fren... until today, i trying to make things better... i want my family to accept my beloved fren.... i want everybody to forget what had happend last year.... i want to be happy again with my family and my beloved fren...

i kno...my family hard to accept... no one understand what i had been through... only my beloved fren kno what is in my heart....my beloved fren is always there for me even there is a time i was so typical...

Kepada Sahabat Yang Paling Ku Sayangi...

' ORANG YANG PALING KUSAYANGI, TERIMA KASIH KERANA SENTIASA BERADA DI SISI KU....SENTIASA BERSAMA KU WALAUPUN SENANG ATAU SUSAH...ADA MASA, AKU TELAH MENYAKITI HATI MU, AKU MINTA MAAF...ADA MASA AKU TERTEKAN SEHINGGA TELAH MENYEBABKAN PERGADUHAN ANTARA KITA...KADANG-KADANG AKU TERLALU MEMINTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI SEHINGGA TERLUPA PERKARA YANG TIDAK SEPATUTNYA KU LAKUKAN...WALAUPUN RINTANGAN YANG KITA HADAPI BERSAMA INI TIDAK LAGI BERAKHIR, AKU BERHARAP AGAR KAU DAPAT BERSABAR...BERSABAR MENGHADAPI SEGALANYA BERSAMA...KASIH SAYANG MU TK AKAN KU LUPA.... KETABAHAN MU ADALAH KEKUATAN KU... SAHABATKU, AKU AKAN MENYAYANGIMU SEPANJANG HAYAT KU...TERIMA KASIH ATAS SEGALANYA..'

To my beloved fren... i will always love you...

You know who you are,
-syg-

Hydrogen....

Smalam aku x g FYP discussion...aku xsehat la...ari nie aku tanye ying smalam pe cter..die ckp diorg jmp Dr Zu wat skali ngn Dr Zu tp xdpt conclusion lg..esok ade meeting skali lg... ying mintk tlg aku cr usage of hydrogen kat Malaysia nieh....lgpon esok ade test la....toxic nyer test...kpala aku still xbaik g nie...nk nek benggong aku..tp alhamdulillah aku da study untk toxic..insyaallah sumenye ok esok....ying ckp lpas test dscs pasal FYP...hmmmm esok jugak nk kne comeout wt PFD...skarang nie da ade sket2 ying ckp..arap sangt sume setle esok sbb jumaat aku xde....hehe...ery nk nikah lak jumaat nie....

pe2 pon....nnt aku cter blk..aku nk sambung research nieh

DELETE!!!!!!!

smalam aku kne tego sbb blog aku tulis agak keterlaluan.....so aku amek kputusan untk delete sume post yg agak keterlaluan 2....so lpas nie bole la sesape nk bace blog nie...huhu

die mara lak aku cter detail sangt pasal private stori nieh....xpe la..utk kebaikn aku gak kn....

dari last week smp ari nie aku xpaham pe kne la ngn maxis nye line nie...asik xstabil jek...snang gle nk putus....lembab lak 2.....adesss ampeh tul...da la aku kne wat research pasal PKS nieh.....ktorg sume blurr tetibe dr. zu tuka method utk FYP....last minute lak dpt tau...mmg ktorg da lewat gler la kalo nk compare ngn grup lain....tp xpe....keje da dibagi2kn...so aku kne cr pasal raw material...dgn tenet cmnie agak tensen gak rasenye...buang mase tol menunggu die.... nie seb bek ok tp xmo kutuk lelbih kang jd blk kang aku yg mrane....huhu

ok la....aku nk sambung wat research

chow dlu....

Ngantok Lak....

adessss....

bole plak ngantok time nie...da la klas lewat lak ari nie.. prof da tuka time klas ari juaamt..die tarik kul3 kang..seb ek la..kalo x klas stat kul4 lg...aku br blk sbenanye..huhu syok lak blk umah...cian kt b die anta aku pg td...die lak br smp opis..perghhh lewat gler..nie sah2 trus meeting...senyap jek..

hmmm....sume tanye aku pasal eximent yg prof bg...aku pon xtau bile nk anta...lupe lak nk tanye prof ari 2..tp klas prof agak menarik la...tekejut lak bile aku denga prof cter sbenanye subjek 2 8credit hours ditarik jd 4credit hours..hmmm upm mmg klam kabot...nk wat cemane..huhu

pasal FYP aku stll xtau pe2 nie...nk pilih bagasse or palm oil...mane 1 niehhhh....kalo ikut prof die da biase wat palm oil....palm oil po aku rase agak snang nk dpt info...kalo bagasse nie aku xbper pasti la...aku pon xtau banyk pasal bagasse nie...huhu..sebannye bagasse 2 pon first time aku denga ari 2 time visha anta sms... die tulis bagasi aku pon search la kat tenet...stau sku bagasi 2 beg..haha seb bek die bgtau sugar cane...so dr c2 aku dpt tau ejaan yg btul utk bagasse...hmmm pe2 pon... aku nie tlari sket la sbb ktorg kne wat bio-mass....perghhhhh da brtaun aku xblaja bio....kne la bkk bku bio blk....adesss seb bek gak visha amek bio-chem..at least die blja la cmne nk wat bio reactor...huhu

tp bile pk2 blk....aku nie bernasib baik gak..even aku amek enviro, tp sume opsyen aku blaja gak..walopun sikit tp alhamdulilah la aku xtumpukan 1 je bidang....haha walopepon n, ko kne gak berusaha...staun je g....insyaallah....

hArI yAnG.......

Ari nie agak slo la...pg td klam kabut gak bile Pn. Ayu mintk folo up KPDN blk...tp bgus gak diorg nie...cpat response tp ade gak yang slo..biase la manusia...

ujan lebat gler ari nie...nie br benti..pe hal la aku rase cam pnat gler ari nie...xkan sbb tdo lewat mlm td kot..

mlm td g mkn kat Tanjung Harapan..konon abah nk blanje la..lame gler aku x g sane...ingt lg dlu kecik-kecik g mkn kat sane...sedap gler la.. tp g mlm td agak dissapointed gak la..ikan die mate sume merah, sotong berendam dlm air...tp da dtg jejauh xkan nk patah blk kot...bedal je la kan..tp bole tahan la...kenyang gak..haha..alhamdulillah...

aku ingtkan mama ngn abah nk stay lame g kat umah tp diorg d nk blk ari sabtu nie...hmmm..ntah la. no komen la pasal 2...

td Pn. Ayu tanye aku ngn eas nk g ipoh x...ade event kat sane.. ari sabtu half day je. tp esok lpas lunch da kne gerak.. aku ingt nk g tp eas cuti lak...tetibe mcm xnk g lak..pas2 Pn. Ayu tanye cmne...aku ckp aku xnk la g sesorg...aku nk ade geng..da la aku br...so kak fiza stuju nk teman..huhu thanx kak fiza :)

g kejap je..ari sabtu blk la..aku pon xtau la event ape...kak fiza ckp nk blk awal sket..aku ikot je tp blk nnt kne nek bas plak...arap2 bas kat ipoh 2 nnt stop kat shh alm skali...xla aku kne nek train dr pudu..huh

pe2 pon, nnt aku update la ape jd kat sane... hmm first time dlm idup aku nk g outstesen nieh...
arap-arap sume berjalan lancar...

chow dlu...
'peace'

bOreD...

adessss....
boring lak xde keje nieh....nak layan ape ek...by d way td ngh surf web aku jmpe mende nie... interesting gak..hehe

Check this out…. very accurate

What ur name means……. .. check it out !!
Instructions : What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.
Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU. (Its TRUE) & (Is’nt it GREAT !!)
If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.
For Example : MARK
M - Success comes easily to you.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
R - You are a social butterfly.
K - You like to try new things.
A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting newpeople.
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don’t be shy to show it.
D = You have trouble trusting people.
E =You are a very exciting person.
F = Everyone loves you.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H =You are not judgmental.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
J =Jealously
K =You like to try new things.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
M = Success comes easily to you.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
P =You are very friendly and understanding.
Q = You are a hypocrite.
R =You are a social butterfly.
S = You are very broad-minded.
T = You have an attitude, a big one.
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people’s standards.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
W = You like your privacy.
X = You never let people tell you what to do.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.
Z = You’re always fighting with someone.
CHECK YOUR NAME MEANING AND YOU WILL FIND THAT THIS IS TO BE MORE
TRUE

NewbieS..

Ari nie 1st day aku wat blog ngan abg..hmmm aku arap blog nie akan trus idup lpas nie...
blog nie adalah kisah antara aku dan abg...tp sebelum nk start blog nie... mesti sume nak tau sape aku dan sape abg??...
aku adalah aku..seorg perempuan yang mencintai seorg lelaki dalam dunia nie... tp kisah hubungan kami tak semudah yang disangka...
kalo nk cter sume ari nie, xtdo lak aku mlm nie...hehe
aku xbgtau abg lagi pasal blog nie sbenanye..huhu...nie br nk msg bgtau..email pon gune email die...

k lah...
aku chow dlu....
'peace'